where are we heading

Sometimes i feels like to write, but the questions which always pops up in my mind, is what to write and on what topic to write. Why to write,when will be the right time to write etc and etc.

But i think today someone told me to be myself and to be someone who is original which resulted in once again deep diving into myself as to what I am today and what i want to be tomorrow.

Honestly clearly no idea and answers came to me. Then got the idea of atleast to write something, some thing at least. Doesn’t matter what it should be and the only thing that matters is that it should be.

So here i am, writing what i didn’t knew just going with the flow of my emotions, perception as to what to project myself in the words which i am writing. But honestly that attitude who cares kicks in again. And hence i don’t care what i am writing, its just i want to write something.

Today i shouted at my better half for throwing the mobile which i have gifted her. Now realised that the person was important and not the phone which should be important. But what has happened is otherwise, for me ( don’t know about others) the object become more important than the person associated with it. Man seriously digital corruption of our all desires had gone to such levels , didn’t realised that much. Anyways its good feeling that i had realised my mistake and damage repairs doesn’t cost much but seriously feels like if things and life like this continued then where are we heading and to what destination. This was definitely not my destination for which i started walking. Looks like forgotten my path while travelling or mis guided may be perhaps.

Looks like what is clear to me is to spend what i can afford. I cant afford to see movies regularly, cant afford to desire for endless digital game, cant afford to spend my time with digital life, digital friends, and starts feeling good about it.

This is definitely not me and if this is me , then i definitely want to reassess my personae.

Will keep hanging on around now...at least will try to do that.